[X]LOVE ME[X]

PETA

2005-01-02T22:44:12Z

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SuRvEy

2004-12-14T23:18:37Z

FAVORITES
[x] gum: orbit
[x] color: black/red/pink/silver/blue
[x] restaurant: Olive Garden
[x] drink: mr. pibb
[x] season: Fall
[x] type of weather: cold.
[x] emotion: happy.
[x] late-night activity: sex(hehe),talking,party!
[x] sport: Soccer
[x] city: Hattiesburg, New York, Manhattan,?
[x] store: hot topic

_____WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU_____
[x] cried: last night
[x] played a sport: years ago
[x] laughed: I dunno..
[x] hugged someone: today
[x] kissed someone: October
[x] felt depressed: everyday of my life
[x] felt overworked: Sunday.
[x] faked sick: about a month ago
[x] lied: Hell if I know.

______WHAT WAS THE LAST_____
[x] word you said: Bye
[x] thing you ate: Fries
[x] song you listened to: Her Ghost In The Fog by Cradle of Filth
[x] thing you drank: Sprite
[x] place you went to: school.
[x] movie you saw: Party Monster the Shockumentary
[x] movie you rented: Party Monster probably

_____WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU_____
[x] hugged: Caitlin
[x] cried over: Zac...
[x] danced with: Alison and Ashley
[x] shared a secret with: Ashley
[x] had a sleepover with: Hell if I know..probably Sarah and Caitlin
[x] called: Ashley
[x] went to a movie with: The Gurdge w/ Ashley and Alison
[x] saw: my mom.
[x] were angry with: Zac, Bennie, Wesly

_____HAVE YOU EVER_____
[x] danced in the rain: haha yes...so much fn.
[x] kissed someone: yes.
[x] done drugs: yes
[x] drank alcohol: yes
[x] slept around: no comment
[x] partied 'til the sun came up: yes
[x] had a movie marathon: yes.
[x] gone too far on a date: no
[x] spun until you were immensely dizzy: haha yes
[x] taken a survey quite like this before: no..I'm a survey virgin..and u're currently poppin my cherry

_____MY LIFE_____
[x] name: Tyler/Orrion/Darion/Pup
[x] gender: guy
[x] martial status: not allowed 2 get married
[x] occupation: Student

_____PLAY_____
[x] i'm feeling: Down
[x] i'm listening to: Join Me In Death by HIM
[x] i'm doing: Taking this quiz while watching Party Monster
[x] i'm talking to: No one..
[x] i'm craving: Happiness
[x] i'm thinking of: Zac...no more happiness
[x] i'm hating: do you REALLY want me to go there?

_____LOVE_____
[x] love is: Hell
[x] my first love: Zac...not fun...emotionally scarred
[x] my current crush: I'll never tell
[x] love or lust: Love...Lust...depends on my mood really...
[x] best love song: Crazy by Kidneythieves..hehe

_____OPPOSITE SEX_____
[x] turn ons: I'm gay
[x] do my parent's opinion on my significant other matter to me: not at all.
[x] what kinda hairstyle am i into: eh, whatever.
[x] what is the sweetest thing someone can do for me: something that catches me by complete suprise, maybe makes me saw AWWWWWWWWWW! and um... yeah. suprise me.
[x] where do i go to meet new people: i dont
[x] am i the type of person to holler and ask for numbers: um..no?

_____LATELY_____
[x] how am i today: suprisingly OK
[x] what pants am i wearing right now?: Bondage pants now...
[x] what shirt am i wearing right now: black button up shirt...
[x] what does my hair look like at the moment: like it alwayz does...
[x] what song am i listening to right now: nothing//
[x] how is the weather right now: cold. BURRR!.
[x] what time is it: 5:16 PM

_____MORE ABOUT ME!_____
[x] what are the last four digits of my phone number: 9297
[x] if i were a crayon, what color would i be: black
[x] have i ever almost died: yes.
[x] what's the next cd i'm going to buy: Resident Evil 2...gr8 soundtrack right there...
[x]what's the best advice ever given to me: NONE.
[x] what's the stupidest thing i've ever done: ha, too many things to list.
[x] if i could change one thing about myself what would it be: my hair..blah
[x] where do i shop the most: wherever.
[x] how many kids do i want to have: none
[x] shampoo: w/e is in the shower...
[x] what am i most scared of: being alone... losing people i love.
[x] how many tv's do i have in my house: 3
[x] do i have my own tv: yeah.
[x] do i have my own phone line: nope.
[x] do i sleep with a stuffed animal: no
[x] have i ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: yeah
[x] who do i dream about: just stuff that's goin on in my head...
[x] who do i tell my dreams to: no one
[x] who's the loudest friend i have: Josie
[x] who's the quietest friend i have: corey
[x] is cheerleading a sport: no. its synchronized seizures.

_____ME AND LOVE_____
[x] do i have a significant other?: no..
[x] do i have a crush: thats a wee bit complicated
[x] where do you want to go on your honeymoon: dunno
[x] do i find myself ugly: depends on the day and the mood im in
[x]do others find you attractive: ask someone else.

BlUh

2004-12-13T23:06:59Z

BlAh

2004-12-13T13:04:06Z

Here's a quote from buffy concerning a mask:
"it's angry @ the room, mom, it wants the room to suffer"
I'm sorry..but that's just funny...anywayz..my hair looks like shit...b/c I got up 2 late 2 take a shower...fuck...fuck fuck fuck fuck...blah

The End

YeS NiCoLe..It'S A Gr8 SoNg

2004-12-13T06:19:17Z

evanescence [x] missing

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

what's cool is in the song..@ the beginning..she does this lil gasp thing..it's cool...anywayz...yeah..bye

BlAh

2004-12-12T20:59:53Z

I'm so bored..and I wanna watch a movie or somethin...but I don't have anything I wanna watch..it sux...but I'm watchin Breakfast Club...so yay..bye bye

BeTtEr LyRiCs..MuCh BeTtEr

2004-12-12T08:05:34Z

LINKIN PARK LYRICS

"Faint"

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see
these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got

[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make
sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear
me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

(No)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

WoW

2004-12-12T03:47:23Z

such a bad day...no details..bye bye

We'Re NoT OkAy

2004-12-11T04:08:44Z

Mine and Ashley's theme/anthem song....describes us...we get each other...it's odd..but good...I hate 2 say this...but I miss Zac....and that's not cool...and it's makin me wanna cry real bad...I dunno what 2 do...and were's my best friend when I need him? goddess know where

The End

BaCk

2004-12-10T04:20:22Z

I bought party monster 2-day, and eyeshadow, and body shimmer...fun fun fun...

ShOpPiNg

2004-12-09T13:05:17Z

I GET 2 GO SHOPPING AFTER A DAY IN HELL 2-DAY!!!!! I'm excited..b/c I need 2 buy new make up and some glitter....muahaha!!!...this shall b fun...I'm going w/ my mom, heather, and heather's mom...I'm all giddy..yay!!

FuN FuN

2004-12-09T00:23:27Z

me, ashley, and alison are going 2 get all glammed up this Friday...it's gonna kick @$$...we'll take pictures..

WoW

2004-12-07T14:30:45Z

okay...I stayed up horribly late last night learning everything I could in one night about the club kids...learned a lot so far....learned that Christine kinda scared me w/ her looks..lol...anywayz...I'm gonna go...CHECK OUT THE COMMUNITIES I'M IN...they fucking rock!!!!!!!!

SoRrY

2004-12-07T04:08:51Z

dear lawd every1..I'm sorry..I haven't posted on MY lj in a while...just been postin on communities..anywayz..nothing new going on w/ me...blah....anywayz..I'm gone..hehe..short visit 2 my lj land..bye bye

BlAh

2004-12-06T04:12:52Z

MEOW

ReSuLtS

2004-12-06T00:44:35Z

Virginia Woolf: Orlando. You are a challenge, for
outer events, the outside world, the time etc.
play no importance to you. Your focus is in
writing, in gender issues, and inside your own
head. Self-analysis and exploration of yourself
as well as the outer world hold great
importance to you.

Which literature classic are you?
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E:

Your Beauty lies
in Mystery. Captivating, mysterious and alone. You
are the girl in the little
black number that no one seems to know, the eternal
mystery girl. You make it a
point to never let anyone know more about you than
you want them to and do a
very good job of it. You're there one minute and
gone the next leaving them in
wonder of who you really are. A mature and normally
calm individual, quiet and
enjoy spending many hours of the day on your own,
most likely preferring night
to day . You love the dark and some may find you a
bit strange. You seem to be
rather distant and cold making hard for people to
get close to you, though you
probably like the distance they usually keep. You
probably wear make-up, but
concentrate more around your eyes than anything.
You know the effect you have
and enjoy keeping people in wonder.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Dark, Water Animal: Panther Color:
Black, Maroon, Dark
Tones Song: In The Shadows by The Rasmus
Expression:
Sly Smile

Gemstone:
Black Diamond Mythological Creature: Demon,
Vampire Planet: Venus
Hair Color: Black Eye Color:
Garnet

Quote:
"In the shadows for all time."

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BaRkS

2004-12-03T12:47:30Z

I'm bored..just got up..not 2 tired..dreadin goin 2 Algebra..b/c I'm gonna be behind..that bitch is workin us 2 hard....anywayz...I might not go out 2-night..I might just stay home....I don't really care 2 go out.....not that any of u care

StAyEd HoMe

2004-12-02T22:19:52Z

I didn't feel good this mornin..I stayed home...woke up again @ 12...feel better now...kinda hungry...wanna watch Party Monster again....oh well...I'm gonna go bye bye now..

ThE EnD

ThIs Is TrUe

2004-12-01T04:54:53Z

Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.

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Le SiGh

2004-11-30T13:01:13Z

I just dunno anymore..dunno who 2 trust..who I can turn 2...I just dunno anymore....every1 just sux...and I don't care 2 talk 2 'em anymore...but....this one person wuz my closest friend...and I dunno anymore...he's just...I dunno...fuck it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CeMeTeRy DrIvE by My ChEmIcAl RoMaNcE

2004-11-30T02:57:56Z

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS

"Cemetery Drive"

this night, walk the dead
in the solitary starlight,
crash the cemetery gates.
in the dress your husband hates
lay down, mark the grave
where the search lights find us
drinking by the musalium door
and they found you on the bathroom floor

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that make it so hard

and i call you off the run
singing songs that make you slit your wrist
it isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
so i won't stop dying, won't stop lying
if you want i'll keep on crying
did you get what you deserve?
is this what you always want me for?

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that make it so hard

lay down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that make it so hard

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that make it so hard
made it so hard

lay down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

way down

Go FiGuRe

2004-11-28T09:35:02Z

Cruel, beautiful, ominous and evil
You are a sprite of Darkness: Most shiver at the
sound of your name, you are ominous and
something to be feared. Humans are playthings
to you, toys for your own horrid uses.
Heartless and cruel you love the pain and
hardships of others, sometimes you are the
cause. You are very beautiful on the outside
which will entrance any mortal into believing
what you lead them to, but sooner or later they
will understand the deadly ways of your true
nature. Despite your dark side you are very
talented, you have many gifts that you leave
locked up in favor of whatever else your doing
at the moment. The feeling of love is alien and
unwanted, it frightens you. Perhaps the only
thing that does, you are quite brave and things
rarely surprise or startle you.

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OMG!!! SO FUCKING HOTT!!!

2004-11-27T08:41:22Z

okay...u NEED 2 DL this song called Number 1 Crush by Garbage..not just any version..but the gothic remix..omg..it's SO hot..anywayz..here are the lyrics...

I would die for you,
I would die for you,
I've been dying just to feel you by my side,
To know that you're mine.

I will cry for you,
I will cry for you,
I will wash away your pain with all my tears,
And drown your fear.

ah ah ah ah ah
ah ah ah ah ah
ah ah ah ah
ah ah ah ah ah

I will pray for you,
I will pray for you,
I will sell my soul for something pure and true,
Someone like you.

See your face every place that I'm walk in,
Hear your voice everytime that I’m talking,
You will believe in me,
And I will never be ignored.

I will burn for you,
Feel a pain for you,
I will twist a knife and bleed my aching heart,
And tear it apart.

I will lie for you,
Beg and steal for you,
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see,
You're just like me.

Violate all the love that I’m missing,
Throw away all the pain that I’m living,
You will believe in me,
And I can never be ignored.

I would die for you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I would kill for you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I will steal for you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I’d do time for you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I will wait for you,
(ah ah ah ah)
I’d make room for you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I’d sail ships for you,
(ah ah ah ah)
To be close to you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
To be part of you,
(ah ah ah ah)
Cos’ I believe in you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I believe in you,
I would die for you.

FiNaLlY UpDaTiNg

2004-11-27T07:36:50Z

just confessed somethin 2 some1....dunno if I should have....and I dunno...thanksgiving wuz okay...hung w/ my sis...me and alison and sarah and darlene and corey hung out 2-night..it wuz fun and creepy..we'll leave it @ that...anywayz...I'm gone..bye..

ThE EnD

WrAtH

2004-11-24T06:05:59Z

You scored as Wrath.

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Wrath

62%

Sloth

44%

Pride

38%

Lust

38%

Envy

31%

Greed

Gluttony

Seven deadly sins
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[X]LOVE ME[X]

PETA

SuRvEy

BlUh

BlAh

YeS NiCoLe..It'S A Gr8 SoNg

BlAh

BeTtEr LyRiCs..MuCh BeTtEr

WoW

We'Re NoT OkAy

BaCk

ShOpPiNg

FuN FuN

WoW

SoRrY

BlAh

ReSuLtS

*BaRkS*

StAyEd HoMe

ThIs Is TrUe

*Le SiGh*

CeMeTeRy DrIvE by My ChEmIcAl RoMaNcE

Go FiGuRe

OMG!!! SO FUCKING HOTT!!!

FiNaLlY UpDaTiNg

WrAtH

BaRkS

Le SiGh